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22 August 2008 @ 05:51 pm
No photo's but his love makes me happy. 

Ronnie Wood is so right on

I'm writing this from the basement in a bar right outside NYC on August 15th, at 9:16pm alone.

I've missed the musk smell of stale alcohol from a humid room. I've missed being soaked in sweat from adding to the temperature and the noise of a crowded room. Late at night, I've missed washing my sore hands in cold water in a hotel sink. No help from any substance to help asleep at night, I'm just exhausted from a long day.

this is a gift.

How am I so lucky? My mom tells me that get it from my grandfather. She might be right but I like to think its greater than that. Sometimes at night, I get anxiety about the older I am getting, but I think I've found the fountain of youth.

I've gotten here on my own and I do not fake feelings. Everyone can tell if I try so, and its pathetic. This is why I am where I am at. I just need to keep on keepin' on. Everything happens for a reason.

I've missed this so much.
thank you.

Current Location: Living room
Current Mood: hungryhungry
Current Music: Addicted- Kelly Clarkson
oneandlonely6oneandlonely6 on August 23rd, 2008 11:44 pm (UTC)
He never fails to amaze me. *sigh*
xcatch_a_dreamxxcatch_a_dreamx on August 23rd, 2008 11:59 pm (UTC)
Me neither♥.
I love your icon btw. I knew I couldn't be the only one who heard that song and went "SHANE!".